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Stillness

by Adam Baxter

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1.
With You on this Beach We're all going to a summer sunset Non stop dancing for a week or two Lost on a river by the big blue ocean No more fast life for me and you For a week or two I can't wait to do some dancing with you You can't wait to do some dancing with me wish all days could be X3 With you on this beach Any warmer and well take over the ocean We’ll take the waves and make them dance up high I can't wait to do some dancing with you You can't wait to do some dancing with me wish all days could be X3 With you on this beach
2.
Lonely Together One minute you’re there The next you are dropping You must think that Im lonely One minute there The next you are floppin You must think that Im lonely Im the happy one just stop your fracture Im the happy one You can see Its worse at night and better at day I hope you don’t think Im lonely One minute youre swearing & The next day you’re fighting You must think that Im lonely You curse and you swear and you do it anywhere You must think that Im lonely Im the happy one just stop your fracture Im the happy one You can see Its worse at night and better at day I hope you don’t think Im lonely
3.
Voiceless and useless Quiet down and do your work How you feel don’t matter So pipe down the future’s not distant Our fate is on the wall How can they throw us down a well? Does your conscience lay 6 get underground? Do you sleep at night? Because I don’t do so well How I feel and what I say Is brushed aside, “just act your age” Just do your job and do real good You might get sick, but thats understood Just be a man Does your conscience lay 6 get underground? Do you sleep at night? Because I don’t do so well Im ok to admit, Im afraid a little bit
4.
Due For a Re-Do My face is turning backwards and Im falling to the ground Im nothin’ but a pile of wasted dreams not said out loud It’s true Im due for a re-do If I could have my time back Yes I’d sell all of my stuff My songs and life packed in a car, that would be enough It’s true Im due for a re-do This 9-5 makes it hard to feel alive, don’t it? If I could take back all my years, I’d quit Drive across the country just sharing all my songs Meeting tones of people, sharing laughs you cant go wrong It’s true Im due for a re-do If I could travel back in time, I’d go and tell myself That money shouldn’t matter, whats important is your health It’s true Im due for a re-do This 9-5 makes it hard to feel alive, don’t it? If I could take back all my years, I’d quit I like to dream of what could be It could be worse with rougher seas
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Taking in the silence, soaking in the science After all the chaos, Im begging for a layoff Day by day break my spirits some more Always really dreading heading out the door Not feeling myself at all Ill shut my mouth, need to listen to the times Belting out songs helps my heart inside Dance, dance till you cant no more Give it all you got till youre dead on the floor Laying still, just as silent as can be That sounds good to me Shut up and stay patient, That’s what Im always saying’ Im at the point of breaking, the toll my heart is taking
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They say everybody’s got one Thats never been more true so many on their soap box to force their point of view Why cant it stop? What does it prove? What’s the point? Do you think we’re listening Thirsting for you thoughts? We hold our cards close So the case is often not Why cant it stop? What does it prove? What’s the point? Are we meant to be so exposed to too much? Are we meant to know the thoughts of everyone? Im so overwhelmed And I cant get my head straight I think Its time to turn off from all So everybody’s talkin of topics all the same Of hate and sadness that plagues our world today Why cant it stop? What does it prove? What’s the point? Why cant it stop? What does it prove? What’s the point? Are we meant to be so exposed to too much? Are we meant to know the thoughts of everyone? Im so overwhelmed And I cant get my head straight I think Its time to turn off from all
7.
Autumn Wish 03:22
Autumn Wish I love the sound of falling leaves Rustling themselves to the ground A moment like this, some time to breathe An autumn wish is what we need It’s times like this, that makes me wish thatd she moves winds like she moved me oh Maybe we’ll stay out in the cold Moments like this, they won’t grow old Time might have stopped, but I cant tell Time to get back, back to feeling’ well I don’t know where the time has went Worried of the day and the nights descent Time might have stopped, but all is well Ill never go back, so please don’t tell I love the smell of fresh laid frost Sparkling as not all is lost Moments like this, NO NEED TO FREEZE When we are watching falling leaves
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Lost in Disguise In the shadows I’d stay lost in this disguise You may not hear a word but I don’t want to talk This common talk All this listening is making my head scream Everyone at odds I don’t want to talk This matters talk If I know whats good for me Ill stay a fly up on the wall keep it quiet while listening Ensure not to be seen To be ignored by the machine To go about being me Although this all is clear You might not want to hear I might not want to share And thats ok to do You just do you If I know whats good for me Ill stay a fly up on the wall keep it quiet while listening Ensure not to be seen To be ignored by the machine To go about being me Ensure not to be seen To be ignored by the machine To go about being me
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Colourations 03:20
THIS afternoon I said to myself, "Why aren't memories more old?" Down, down, down into the darkness of the night, Gently they go away I cannot help but stop and look at colorations of that night I cannot help but stop and look at this bandage. One fine day I made peace with myself, Old scars turned new days Turn, turn, turn, I cant wait to take off Quietly, Ill go away I cannot help but stop and look at colorations of that night I cannot help but stop and look at this bandage Its so confused. A harsh reminder forever etched
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Money can’t buy you happiness But not having it makes me sad Cant drive away, it costs too much I’ll guess ill just stay and exist The cost is going up While wages stay the same These are some reasons I hate this world today The price of food, it hurts The cost of gas is the worst Haven’t seen a doctor in a couple years My mind is full of madness and I need to clear Ill take it day by day But this sucks out my soul I always work so hard and live within my means This disconnect and there’s no in-between When it hurts your wallet just to eat You’re told to shut your mouth and take your seat Some corporate swine man, feasting in his trough With a fortune taken from the small The cost is going up While wages stay the same These are some reasons I hate this world today The price of food, it hurts The cost of gas is the worst Haven’t seen a doctor in a couple years My mind is full of madness and I need to clear Ill take it day by day But this sucks out my soul I always work so hard and live within my means This disconnect and there’s no in-between The cost is going up While wages stay the same These are some reasons I hate this world today
11.
The clouds moving fast Past the ground and the sky Just look up and see The best is to come with clearer skies The waters are cold and a dark hue of blue They will get warm and brighten the seas The air is so smooth as it enters my lungs Breathe it in Look around Take some steps outside Look at this day Give thanks to the sun The warmth is back there's not one complaint Take it all in Give thanks to the trees Go along and see what you can see An islands worth of beauty me to see I'm blessed by thus land, the place where I live The city life lacks and is just not for me Days like to day make seasons confused Winter time Warm outside Feel alive like the first time
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This little illusion Takes up a lot of space Because when the time’s right Everybody’s diving in It’s not worth the mention It’s not worth a blank face Its only point of focus when you’re really looking hard All the point of view can take a hike Take some time for you, prioritize Turn off the glow and go outside It’s time to unplug our lives I don’t blame you for thinking the night through But you gotta get some shut eye, time to get away from this Thunder and lightening, now that stuff is excitin’ But you’re never gonna see if you don’t look up at the sky All the point of view can take a hike Take some time for you, prioritize Turn off the glow and go outside It’s time to unplug our lives
13.
Im so distracted My head can never stay Thoughts always shove each other out the way Im so distracted Im always not focused Everything turns my head Changing thoughts all the time Its hard to keep its hard to keep things met Im so distracted Here I go x3 Here’s another thought What was I thinking of before? Got it back x3 No, I lost it again I cant believe
14.
Perfect Time 03:28
Most days are hard I wanna quit But I push on Because I don’t know any other way of life But as I step out of the house I stop there Because I never wanna leave the house I don’t want to be anywhere else Cuz you and I - we got the perfect life Only thing I don’t wanna do is say goodbye to you But at the end of the day and I mean every single day Is spent spending all this perfect time with you Lets sail away across the globe And don’t look back Cuz I never wanna say goodbye again No I never wanna say goodbye again
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Kicking 02:28
Could have been a has been, now Im a never was Could have been the best But I quit way too young I was all but focused Making bad choices I guess thats what your 20’s are for but I regret it Not sticking with it But my knees don’t work and I want to get back to kicking I wanna get back, I wanna get back my shape Almost in my 40’s That ship has sailed along If I could go back in time, I would tell me I was so wrong I was all but focused Making bad choices I guess thats what your 20’s are for but I regret it Not sticking with it But my knees don’t work and I want to get back to kicking I wanna get back, I wanna get back my shape Could have seen the world with what I had Hate to admit but I should have listened to dad Live and learn and you just push on
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Hello all, I am back again Flying low at slow descent Keep your Witts about you love Look up now, Im just above The sky has opened Ill fly down To meet you, my love on the ground So do you think we’ll stay down here Or will we go up in the clouds? Lets make a choice Being apart’s won’t fly We’re flying on land tonight Two hearts meet from different paths How they crossed, I won’t ask But once they met, they refuse to part Two different souls sharing hearts The ground it smiled, to me it said You’re loves down here and she’s seeing red So do you think we’ll stay down here Or will we go up in the clouds? Lets make a choice Being apart’s won’t fly We’re flying on land tonight
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I'm Here 02:44
Does is make a sound If you talk and no one’s around? to hear your thoughts You’re feeling lost In a sea of many Though they come plenty You feel alone So alone When you yell And it falls upon deaf ears You crack Or you snap And you feel all the guilt For letting it out For letting it out Maybe you need some help But thats a big step to take I guess you’re calling now Before its too late Before its too late All ears seems deaf to you No give or take, no caring when you’re blue Or any time, you don’t exist But you’re never alone Because Im here Oh I here When you need a friend, I have an ear to lend
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Picked up my roots and ended up here Leaving behind my now former life for years and years, Id always go back and I’d venture back to days now gone Its been two years since Ive been back It hurts my soul Screen time and pictures just aren’t the same As sharing a meal with your family again Im doing my best to hold all this in Can you blame me? For wanting to see my once home? Its been two years since Ive been back It hurts my soul X3 (C, G Am) Chorus: The strait between this island and the mainland Is a wall between my loved ones and I The circumstances may just take a back seat Because mom and dad you need to see your son The first thing Id do when I drive past that sign Id go get some take out and share the surprise Pull in the driveway and see everyone Just go about their day ts been two years since Ive been back It hurts my soul X3 (C, G Am) Chorus: The strait between this island and the mainland Is a wall between my loved ones and I The circumstances may just take a back seat Because mom and dad you need to see your son
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Drops of water come .. and go and we don’t see The long effects that come from years Drops of water come and go and thats ok Drops of water come And go like people do But people can come back and water cant People come and go And thats ok water can’t stand up and say goodbye It won’t shake your hand or look you in the eye One thing that Ive learned is that water cant say goodbye Crowds of people come .. and go and we don’t see The long effects that come from years Crowds of people come and go and thats ok water can’t stand up and say goodbye It won’t shake your hand or look you in the eye One thing that Ive learned is that water cant say goodbye Don’t leave things alone Don’t fear it Say what you must say don’t hear it Don’t leave with regrets
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THX 03:04
Im getting so close now Im getting so close So close to the end The road’s had its rocks This road’;s had its rocks But I went around You just gotta push And get the job done But its ok to pause To look out for number one Im lucky to have Yes Im lucky to have All this love and support Straight from my heart Yes, straight from my heart I give all the thanks I just have to push And get the job done But its ok to pause To look out for number one I give it my all every single day Thank you for noticing and giving a day I just have to push And get the job done But its ok to pause To look out for number one
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A Letter 03:24
This is a letter, to my old self Ill start off with some praise, you turn out fine But the path that we took not so much You’ll have some late nights, a few too much You’ll focus on the good times, not who counts And you’ll settle for who’s EVER around I was caught up with good times Leaving all that counts behind Im telling you Id live those days again Now I wanna make everything right Now with those late nights, I was at the bar Thinking I would further all these songs When in fact I was too gone to think I should have been home or on the road Time had told a tale, now Ive grown old And my wiseness a decade too late I was caught up with good times Leaving all that counts behind Im telling you Id live those days again Now I wanna make everything right This is a letter to myself Whats done is done, now leave it on the shelf Live and learn its a fate I have to take I was caught up with good times Leaving all that counts behind Im telling you Id live those days again Now I wanna make everything right
22.
Seasons change but slowly over time I wanna see the change but to that I am blind____ I am blind____ People change, they do it every day They clean up their act and throw their bad habits away they throw them Away It’s never too late to give it up YOu’ll be thankful for yourself But change won’t come unless you let it Get your mind in gear and let it in Oh let it in x4 Everyone has things they really want to do and on my list is self improve self improve Taking time for yourself every day Its part of self care and thats ok! Thats ok It’s never too late to give it up YOu’ll be thankful for yourself But change won’t come unless you let it Get your mind in gear and let it in Oh let it in x4
23.
Lost at Sea 03:38
Id like to be lost at sea with you on a boat we made our own On the sunny days Or the stormy windy nights It’d be all right and make sense With you Making a go of a different life With your love by your side On the lonely days Or through all the excite It’d be all right and make sense With you Im not one bit opposed to this To to sail into the sky Because any day spent alone with you Is a day to light up my life I’d like to see every night sky with you To share the rolls and swells smooth wind that fills our sails And of course some time alone It’d be all right and make sense With you Im not one bit opposed to this To to sail into the sky Because any day spent alone with you Is a day to light up my life
24.
The day got cold The night sky wept This windy time has never left The rain it poured The lights went out Now all is still without a sound Prechorus We got outselves Just you and I With this flame thats close by We’ll make the best Of this cold night Ill hold you close Until its light Prechorus When we look back on this night Do you think we’ll look back and smile? You know I love nothing more than nights like this You know I love our time when lights go out You know I love our time when lights go out The Peace and quiet Is what we thirst Distract our minds Well, what comes first? Just sit and talk and be close by Until the clouds have left they sky Prechorus When we look back on this night Do you think we’ll look back and smile? You know I love nothing more than nights like this You know I love our time when lights go out Prechorus When we look back on this night Do you think we’ll look back and smile? You know I love nothing more than nights like this You know I love our time when lights go out
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End the Hate 02:50
Whats with the world today? This picture that we paint Isn’t looking much like art Looking dark and grim With better days behind Pre-ch: When you think it cant get worse Let a week pass and its worse Im almost certain Im living in a different time And its hard Living in a world of madness Its tough walking through the streets badness But I try To keep my head on straight To do what I must do to end the hate Whats with the world today? People lie and cheat to get things that they want Why don’t the ask for help When you think it cant get worse Let a week pass and its worse Im almost certain Im living in a different time And its hard Living in a world of madness Its tough walking through the streets badness But I try To keep my head on straight To do what I must do to end the hate
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Standing By 01:40
Sadness, my old friend is knocking at my door At my door It cant Coe in cuz Im in the presence of happiness Happiness It goes time by time A little different form of life Say so long to sad today If it comes back, its quite ok Know Im standing by, standing by By your side, by your side Ill keep you in my thoughts tonight And past my dreams into the light Know Im standing by, standing by By your side, by your side Unless you need, some space
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The night air has him shivering You’re never gonna catch him out She may be alone tonight But there’s lots to be figured out This could be that kinda love The kind that you risk it all But he could stay home outta the cold hoping she will make the walk She got knee high boots, and a real thick coat and all the things he would need She only lives just down the street from him She could only see just a few feet in front of her With both feet on the ground She’s only gonna stay a little longer if she don’t have a sense Of whats allowed She could stay the night if it gets too cold or he’ll send her on her way She’s only just down the street anyways Its all give, no take for her Always tries her best But every body’s got a breaking point Maybe her’s is next This could be that kinda love The kind that she don’t got But he just stays home outta the cold Knowing she will make the walk She got knee high boots, and a real thick coat and all the things he would need She only lives just down the street from him She could only see just a few feet in front of her With both feet on the ground She’s only gonna stay a little longer if she don’t have a sense Of whats allowed She could stay the night if it gets too cold or he’ll send her on her way She’s only just down the street anyways
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I Did It 02:09
Today’s the last day Before the first day The finish line’s a starting point When I get past A new beginning will start I did it I did it Tomorrow’s sun will rise And I tell ya, The air will taste more so sweet Waking up to Being on the other side I did it I did it Through thick and thin I pushed on and made it Some times were hard Not once did I hate it I did it I did it and with this… Im done

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released February 1, 2022

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Adam Baxter Campbellton, Newfoundland and Labrador

Adam Baxter is an award winning singer/songwriter based out of Campbellton, Newfoundland. Pairing thoughtful Folk music idioms and pop influenced hooks, Adam’s music stretches across multiple genres to provide an enjoyable mix of high energy and musical sweetness. ... more

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